I'm back! :D
Realised i haven't really typed a single proper post here. Defeits the purpose yeah! So here i am, trying my bestest best to make full use of this dreadful expanse of screen filled to the brim with unspoken words and emptiness.
Damn retarded lar some people. Selfish, arrogant, and annoying bitch D:
I don't think you have one freaking right to scold me every single day, so oh myy, know your limits for goodness sake! You're not as smart and matured as you think you are. Fancy getting jealous over small issues like people being too close to your loved ones, or getting so angry with people over a failed event. So you think you're matured enough to scold me for everything i do? Just because you're more responsible. Damn you. Damn you fucking bossy asshole.
Anyway, school was boring today :( Hmm, quite okay lah, come to think of it. I shall go post about how my day went although i don't really like doing so. But there's honestly, nothing much to post about, right? It's the whole point of getting this online diary. Just that i'm letting the whole world read my life, my thoughts, and i don't feel really comfortable doing so. So pardon the dishonesty. (not like you'd even know when i'm not speaking the truth.)
I shall skip maths, it gets realllllly boring, and i was trying to finish up pbl with jane during maths class. But i really want to improve in maths (: This is irony, i tend to contradict my wishes with my actions.
Didn't bring pe tee today D: Yupp, that's how tired i am! And trina forgot to bring hers too, and i suppose she's just being herself, hohoho. Spent the 1 hour crapping and playing around in the hall with jane, trina, gretchen and amanda ( A MAN, DUH! xD). Whoo, like stacking on each other, wheelbarrrrow, torturing trina process and stuffs. They're love! Think that was the best part of the day ((:
So went back to class to do pbl again. I really, honestly, apparently, don't know what got into me today but i started doing pbl right from the start of the day when i reached school. Maybe i derive some pleasure from burying myself under work, and work, and more work. But it's not like i'm some depressedzx soul or something. I'm such a happy girl! (trust me, i'm not lying this time.)
The class is split into half for science now, and msloo is incharge of one half, msho is incharged of my half. Nehnehneh! :D Could hear all the "shits" when the announcement was made, hoho! Okay, i shan't go into details (: whooo. "The miserable half" -pride and prejudiceeee.
We got new lit teacher! She's kind of nice i guess. ((: Hahaha, self-introduction -___-"
"I am grace and i like running at my own accord. (and i love trina)".
"I am trina and i like bowling. (and i love grace)".
Our class is filled with loooveee :D Especially the pretty, clever, absolutely fabulous two girls who sits at the front row of the 3rd column away from the door. Blushes.
Oh and we did some short research on william shakespeare and i'm actually interested. I know i know! His death was a mystery and his last descendant was called Elizabeth Hall Nash who died in 17 February 1670. -__-
Maths remedial was quite funnn! And productive ((: Trina ahzxzx, sing sing sing. And we were laughing like retaaaards. Think the class are all happy, happy, adorable people. We know you're jealous! :D
Anyway, i watched finish pride and prejudice! I KNEW it was a good show okaay! :D Oh myy, Elizabeth(Keira Knightley) is one fab, beautiful girl. She's so amazing :D And snobbish Mr. Darcy (Matthew Macfadyen) was just as great xD Ahh, i wish my life ends so beautifully as well :D
Hmm what else. I've been complaining every single day about guys. Boyyy, they stink D:
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I didn't go running today D: I shouldn't have slept! Now i wasted my whole day away on a bed D: All my plans were destroyed once i fell asleep. And i have been taking too many naps recently! Apparently i took one after pride and prejudice at his house too. Aiyoo, i'm such a pig D: That doesn't eat.
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I can't wear many of my clothes anymore =/ They're too big.? What's happening!!
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Thanks for the chocolate, and for bearing with my silence (:
And sorry about the whole coldness and distance =/
You mean more than that.
((:
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I am in the working mode. Somebody throw me all the homeworks so i start finishing them up like i have never ever before. Think it's a miracle (:
Think it's being bothered by something.
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DAMN HILARIOUS OKAY I TELL YOU. Fancy all of them liking the same girl at the same time and all are supposedly gooood friends. I hope they all break into an arguement and fall out on each other. Have a taste of your own medicine maaaan. I told you guys are such jerks. They don't treat you like you're a human anymore when they stop liking you. SEE SEE SEE, what we concluded that day was true. It's almost impossible to keep a close guy friend who is very nice to you just as a friend ( at this age, at least. ) They are only nice to you when they like you or something! And they switch as and when they like. Pleeease, it's such a hjbdsihubvbjsdf and unforgivable behaviour. Girls are so much sweeter and more faithful.
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I can't believe he still asks about me :O
Never seen someone so...
so...
never give up.
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But i won't fall into "love" again.
Not now at least.
It makes your heart go priang, and your mind go boom and your soul go dang!
And poof! You're gone :D
I'm not sadistic or morbid or whatsoever -.-
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Our symbol of love (:
THE RING!! :D
And all that promises and oaths.
It's kinda like the ring takes up the place in our heart for love and everything.
To be removed only after entering into a new phase of life, when we're old enough for all that.
I hope that's after my important parts of education :D
I don't want stuffs like that to affect my priority- God and education.
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I've been learning to trust God with things.
And trying to surrender all of my life to Him.
At the same time, seek Him in whatever i do (:
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And i'm fighting to love people.
I've been too overwhelmed in hatred these days.
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Bye world ((:
Till next time! | 
